Bad dream yesterday..

Had a really awful dream yesterday...

let's just get the characters straight.

there's one who I would refer to as 'stranger'.

I've been drooling about her for a while with no success whatsoever with my motives.

and there's another girl who i'd refer to as...'hailey'.

So i was with hailey..and i walked into a room..and when i did, there i found 'stranger' getting it on with some guy..I was devestated, even though I was with this 'hailey' character..

I guess it's pretty obvious of what was going on in my head, as for how i reacted to the whole thing..all i said is "you're gonna be in big big trouble my friend"...and yeah i woke with a big wtf on forehead again.

..sex.....

oh well after a night of watching just 3 episodes of Californication...i had a very...very...wait.
i had a night full of..sex...just wish that i t was real..but it was just only in my dreams..what does that mean anyway??.. everyone dreams abour sex..this one didn't involce anyone i know...just random people that i never knew or i've ever seen..can someone tell me what sex-dreams are about?

first dream

well...sure i said that i don't remember it..but come to think of it, i do remember a bit.
so lemme just introduce to the current scenario...it of course involved a girl. in this case she's someone that i am..or more precisely i was extremely dissapointed and angry with due to some unexpectede incidents. naturally the hate/anger was full-duplex. scenario has a tinge of betrayal in it. here goes:

drinkign party...class room...living room..i can't really tell what it was, but there there was..my friends, having smirnoff off of 50ml shot bottles (do they even exist?). and for an odd reason that i don't know, she (whom i will refer to as 'wbf' from now) was there along with her friends (who has a grudge against me and vice versa)...shooting smirnoffs NEAT!!...we all were. after a while of shooting shit off i was pretty much drunk, so was everyone else..and everyone left...except for me nd her, we were left alone..with no more vodka! and i was looking all over the place for another bottle and i couldn't find one!. suddenly i see her and she was whining off about what happened and bla bla. and i was trying to explain or trying to make her understand (she generally is hostile in real life) and she was resisting everything i said. here comes the part that bothered me most, i restrained her by holding her from behind (something like a hug)..and i told ehr to calm down and i SANG to her...what did i sing??? 'Soungarden - Black Hole Sun'..worst ppart..i Liked it..and she calmed down..and i woke up with a big wtf on my head!!.

my analysis: wtf?...

dream analysis

well well well...
i always wanted a reason to start blogging, never found one till now.
i thought of recording my dreams..and analyze them.
i was explaining a dream to a friend today and i couldn't remember most parts of it...
so till the next time i have a dream..

-vidula